
CLAVEL 2016 THE FILM ISSUE
The complex, intricate, and powerful nature of film and television demand a lot from its soldiers—from the actors to the directors and scriptwriters, to the camera and lighting departments, the art department, and even craft services. Each person who takes part in the process bears in mind the significant responsibility to make. shit. happen.
It’s this awareness of self and sense of duty that attracts us to our featured thespians. Discover a thing or two from award-winning multihyphenate, Ronnie Lazaro, and the 3-generation acting dynasty of The Medinas.



RONNIE LAZARO:
A ONE-TAKE MIND
STORY BY Angela Jed Silvestre
photo by Victoria Avenido
There really is no defining a man like Ronnie Lazaro. Not because we refuse to, but because he himself rejects definition. Actor? Yes. But there’s more to the man than his profession especially when his passions far outweigh it.
“As an artist, boredom is your problem. When you get bored when you’re an artist, patay ka,” says Ronnie, as he carries on to talk about his many outlets of creativity and advocacy (in a way), one of which is Revenge.ph. “I like the title ‘revenge’, not in the bad sense, but to the industry—how independent cinema is becoming big, which [has been] a big issue about independent cinema. Business kasi eh—the cinemas, kung wala kang audience wala ka na eh.”
Revenge.ph promotes film as an independent art form, giving filmmakers a platform to show their work to a more-than-willing audience with film viewings and related events that show locally made films that you don’t normally see in major cinemas.
“Right now, we’re lucky to have a couple of places—there’s A Space and Pineapple Lab, which can house about a 70 to 120-person audience; where you can eat and drink while watching a film. And we choose films that can have a nice impact, with subtitles also for foreigners and Filipinos alike.”
This is the part where we realize that Ronnie Lazaro doesn’t particularly enjoy talking about himself. “I hate talking about myself,” he confirms with a laugh. What he does enjoy talking about is his craft. The work, the industry he wants to help heal and build, and the projects that help others in the industry that’s got nothing to do with helping himself.
“I’m also part of Dakila, which we pioneered. Dakila, we call it modern heroism. We don’t go out on the streets [but] we use art to educate people. Like right now, we have Aktibista, all films on human rights and we tour it all over. I’m also part of Artists Welfare [Project, Inc.]. Many artists, especially in the movie industry, love the craft; they just do it [without] protection, no insurance. But they have contributed to the arts, a great body of work but somebody has to take care of them.”
As a young Ilonggo man who grew up in Negros, Ronnie is particularly proud of his roots and wastes no time in giving back. “One of my plans is to develop the Ilonggo film industry, to go to Negros and make it a haven for filmmaking. Using the dialect, subtitle in English or Tagalog, but all based over there. I’m bored already with Tagalogs. The Cebu film industry is also big—alam mo ang dami. That should be developed. Ang dami pang gagawin,” explains Ronnie.
Besides all this, Ronnie Lazaro has also tried his hand at directing; a film called Edna (2014). Graded ‘A’ by local critics, Edna is a film about an OFW mother returning to the Philippines to discover her family, in her absence, has changed. This topic, like many, speaks about an important truth. A sad truth. Of all the things that Ronnie Lazaro believes in, there is never a shortage of truth.
“In what we do, truth is very important because the audience will see if you’re just ‘acting-acting ka lang diyan’. They [the audience] pay to enter, you have to give them the truth.”
It’s with this phrase that we get a glimpse into the mind and man that is Ronnie Lazaro. With what payment we were allowed to enter, we have yet to discover. But the value we found was well worth it.
Presenting the indefinable Ronnie Lazaro.
Take one. Action.
“They [the audience] pay to enter,
you have to give them the truth.”
You started in theater.
Yeah, it was pretty much an accident, and ending up here is just a consequence of probably [not knowing] yet what is my real mission in life. I’m not pressured to compete to be in the ranks, I just want to get paid well, that’s all. It’s my running joke; I’m an accounting graduate in La Salle, Bacolod pero [yung] ibang letters nabura, naging ‘acting’ so I forgot about accounting. (laughs)
We’re not complaining or anything, but why didn’t you stick to accounting?
In the first place—which I don’t want my son to read this because he’s now also graduating high school—in my time, my kind of attitude towards education, I didn’t really have plans. All I know is that I had to live, and then to study, and then to graduate. But in the middle of it, third-year college, I was already questioning my existence. There must be more than this, to life. So I joined a cultural extra-curricular activity: glee club. I can carry a tune. And there, met people in the arts and that [was] the start.
It happened like, Peque Gallaga was there and he liked my style, so he kinda helped me out because we started working as a production in the films here in Manila; Ishmael Bernal—for my last major production work as an art director was City After Dark, it’s a classic by [Ishmael] Bernal.
You were one of the first few mainstream actors who began supporting independent films. What made you decide to do it?
I don’t know if you believe me, but I saw it coming. I saw the industry falling apart already and I realized [that] I am just at the beginning of it and I need to be in a situation where I can still do my craft. And then it happened that these people, like Raymond Red [for example], were in that realm already. He was already becoming a personality in the industry of his genius with the 8 mm. I wanted something like that. Nababaduyan ako sa industriya actually eh so I wanted something different. So I looked for my group, for people who I can be with. We started independent cinema and particularly pursued it. I don’t want to sound [mayabang] you know but I was at the forefront of independent cinema, everybody was saying that I was one of the main actors of independent cinema. I even go out of my way to help schools for free, just to keep the community growing. I think it’s paying off, what I had done in the past, because some of my friends now are in the industry and I have maintained to always be an independent. It’s a long struggle, it’s not finished, but somehow the community has rebuilt itself and it is now a recognized system in our industry and I’m in it. So it’s pretty much cool.
With a lot of indies come a lot of sacrifices.
Sacrifice, yeah. But when I go through the sacrifice I make sure that I’m still having fun. It’s totally different because of budget constraints and it’s really like guerilla kind of filmmaking. But I like the camaraderie, the bonding. I like the freedom. I like the family kind of system. But, as I said earlier, I was at the forefront. It wasn’t a sacrifice. I believed in it and I believed that one of these days it’s going happen, [going] to be a major thing. I think it’s a success that we’re here.
Are these the significant differences indie has from the mainstream, at least for you?
What we should realize is it’s still a business. Any businessman, I think, who is investing money, they wanna make sure that [they will] get their money back. That’s the way it is in [mainstream], you cannot change that world or we cannot change any world. As long as we continue challenging ourselves, our creativity, our widening of our understanding of [ourselves] and of course people.
Speaking of change, is it true that legally, your name on paper is Lemuel?
Who’s screaming this secret? (laughs) I’m Ronnie. My parents were big fans of Fernando Poe [Jr.] and my father—one of his odd jobs while he was still a bachelor—he became a projectionist (but that’s another story) where I grew up, in Fabrica, Sagay, [Negros Occidental]. Anyway, I was going to get married. I have a passport because apparently, ‘Ronnie’ is my baptismal name. So when I went to get my baptismal certificate for the first time in my life—I was already 38 [years old]—I took a cab, [paid] special payment for faster release. I was in the taxi, I read, ‘Okay my birthday, my parents, my place of birth, my name…Lemuel. Who is this?’ (laughs) I mean, you know, who is this?? I rushed to my father, ‘Tay, sino ‘to?’ Sabi ng tatay ko, ‘Ewan.’ (laughs) So that’s my secret story because nobody knows! (laughs)
Do you think a difference in name could’ve led you down a different path?
I never thought about questioning ‘what if’ because it will only lead me to more confusing ‘what ifs’. What I have developed in myself is a philosophy of ‘no definition’. I don’t define. I started that kind of approach to my living, I realized, if I don’t define, I am freer to understand things and I am less pressured by anything. And even to yourself, do we really know what we are, who we are, and where we are going? I mean, come on. I want to talk to somebody who has been there and [has] come back.
You’re sounding more like a philosopher right now than an actor.
When I entered acting, I discovered a lot of things about humanity because of acting. It really blew my mind. Shet! It’s a huge universe. Man is so complicated. Then of course I’m a human being who goes through emotions, of upheavals; you fall in love, you get hurt, desire, you know. It’s amazing. The job is crazy; you’re a happy person, [then] they want you to cry today. Or you’re sad, [then] they want you to be happy. That takes a lot of training and [a] grasp of the thing you do, the craft.
As an actor, how did you handle that sort of ‘emotional whiplash’?
You have to practice. I practice shifting, not getting [in] too deep, too glued into any emotion. I don’t teach acting because of my approach to it, I developed it on my own. I have to find a way that will suit my kind of thinking. And of course I learn from colleagues like Joel [Torre], or Pen [Medina]. It’s not that I don’t wanna share my craft, it’s just that I don’t know how to tell you how I go through it because my approach to it, it’s a philosophy. It’s not a lie. I don’t take it for granted. I’m also having fun and it looks easy. I have to be having fun. If I’m not having fun then I won’t do it, and I [wouldn’t] be here.
Of all the people you've met throughout your career, who was the most interesting, overall unforgettable?
I will always say it, Joel Torre was the one who got me [into it]. Coz we were in La Salle—of course, I’m older than him by four years—when I saw him do it, I was like, ‘How does he do it?’ because he really started young. I was already in college [when I started], he was in high school and he was already doing it. Not only can he do the craft very well, but he’s also a good person.
What about a director?
Si Lav [Diaz] kasi is amazing eh. (laughs) Gusto ko yung may pagka-experimental na hindi naman masyadong malayo eh. Ang idea ko is, you work on something with your artistic approach to it but don’t leave the audience figuring you out. That’s too much. I want it edgy, but pwedeng maabot. May tungkulin parin tayo sa audience eh.
You've been quoted saying, "I like acting because it allows you to become both a sinner and a saint." Which role is actually the toughest to portray, the good guy or the bad guy?
I don’t separate. It’s all the same to me. The approach, what I go through, it’s the same. In fact, I learn some more about the craft as I go along. I realized that it’s nice to play a good character but all the time, inside, you are a bad person. There is class, there is—you don’t just become a saint all over. It’s nice to play a good person but inside there’s a contrasting emotion. I think that’s very interesting.
Who was the most complex character that you had to portray?
The most complex character I had was when I did Boatman (1985) because there, although the positive effect of that to me was I realized that we actors are taught how to enter a character but nobody tells us how to get out. [With] that one, I learned that we actors, we go home with the characters. If you’re not aware about snapping [out of it], you bring it home. That’s why many families of actors are always in disarray because I think part of that is characterization brought at home. The craft, acting…it’s a transformation. You can become.
What would you say is the danger in that?
Well you have to know. You have to announce it, ‘Mga kababayan, tayong mga artista…’ With you writing this and people reading it, I hope they will realize that because me, I have talked about that: We actors are taught how to get into character but no one taught us how to get out.
If you could pick a character from all your many roles and stay in character forever, who would you be?
I’ve played Jesus Christ you know. (laughs) You laugh now but it was too much not to let go. I have to let it go. I mean, sa isang sinakulo ‘yan eh. And of course, I went through it, you know. This is what I tell other people eh: if you’re an actor, you have to try and do a saintly character once in your life and look at yourself transform.
Does your passion for acting have a limit? Perhaps something you'd never do even if it's in the name of your craft?
I would never play a demonic character. I don’t wanna go there. I became Best Actor in an Ilonggo Cinema One movie, directed by Richard Somes, Yanggaw (2008). It’s an Ilonggo film on aswangs. It was a terrible [feeling] but Richard wanted me so I found an approach to it without going into the horrors of the aswang story. I treated it as an addiction. In that regard, hindi siya masyadong mabigat. That one gave me a Best Actor [Award] in [Gawad] Urian.
Do you believe in limits? Put credence to the line, "too much of anything is bad"?
The only thing that would probably be bad is you don’t stop working, you don’t rest anymore and your health is getting bad already. Which is a big issue now. Talking to management on how they should fine-tune the working conditions because one after the other people are just falling, dying…
After all these years in the industry, has your passion changed at all?
I’m even more excited now because it’s happening. We are on the verge of explosion, of revolution. What’s happening—Lav Diaz winning, Heneral Luna, you know…The world is so volatile, it’s so crazy. I’m not a harbinger of bad things to come but you just have to do it now. The time to do it is now. All your ideas, do it now.
What mindset keeps you centered?
We all shit and we all have the same smelly shit.
THIS STORY WAS ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED IN CLAVEL MAGAZINE “THE FILM ISSUE” (2016) AND EDITED FOR BREVITY AND CLARITY.
GETTING INTO THE FAMILY BUSINESS
STORY BY Angela Jed Silvestre
Picture this: growing up, you knew your dad or your mom had a job. Because that’s what adults do. They work. They work to put food on the table, to send you to school, to buy you a gift on your birthday, a gift on Christmas, and if you’re lucky (or smart), a reward for good grades.
You didn’t like it. The idea of work. Especially the thought of having the same job as your parents? Nah, you wanted to be a wrestler or maybe an animal doctor because you couldn’t spell veterinarian at the time. Maybe something along the lines of a professional basketball player or a rockstar or a figure skating champion—I don’t know where that came from, but you get the drift.
Some of us, don’t want to be like our parents. Most of us, don’t even want to get into any kind of business let alone the family business. But not all of us.
Cue The Medinas.
Led by their patriarch, the esteemed and multi-award-winning actor Pen Medina, whose body of work includes Sakay (1993), the historical drama by Raymond Red, and the Marilou Diaz-Abaya masterpiece, Muro-Ami (1999), the family is a treasure trove of talent as his sons Ping Medina and Alex Medina join him on the cover of our Film Issue.
Ping has made a name for himself in both film and TV, with credentials in films like the celebrated coming-of-age queer drama Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros (2005), Transit (2013) where he played a single father working in Israel who’s been hiding his children from the Israeli immigration police, and recurring roles in popular TV shows like the long-running FPJ’s Ang Probinsyano.
The younger brother and rockstar (a title rightly earned as the lead singer of the rock band Alex In Wonderland) of the family, Alex enthusiastically joined his father and brother in the industry, appearing in regular TV series and films such as the blockbuster historical-epic Heneral Luna (2015), the comedy-drama Camp Sawi (2016), and the heart-wrenching indie romance-drama Tayo Sa Huling Buwan ng Taon (2019).
Get to know the men beyond the silver screen and discover more than just entertaining stories, but illuminating ones.
PEN.
photo by Edouard Canlas
What first attracted you to acting?
The license to create varied characters I couldn't be in real life, do things I couldn't and shouldn't, and the thrill of building an "inner life" [Konstantin Stanislavski] for each of these characters and finding the right externals for it: the posture, the tempo-rhythm, the voice, the character makeup, which I enjoyed very much.
How was your first performance?
Dramatic, in many ways. With only 2 hours of crash rehearsal, I gamely substituted for the main actor in "Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio" who quit on the second weekend of our run 4 hours before curtain time just to get back at his director who made life hell for him during their almost 2 months of rehearsals. And I was not even an understudy for his role. I was just helping out with the set department.
When I heard the audience sing the National Anthem to start the show, my balls were in my neck, my legs had turned to water, and an asthma-like attack was threatening [to come on]. But when I shakily set foot on the stage alone (luckily, in the dark) with a lamp in my hand and started shouting, "Pasok na kayo! Sisimulan na ang paglilitis!" to the other beggars, I felt invigorated. All fears disappeared. Instantly! "Wow, ang sarap nito. Agad-agad!" And we pulled through. The audience loved us.
If you had never gotten into acting, what do you think you’d be doing now?
Painting. My first love. Also sculpting. I started drawing horses on my father's scrap paper and cutting out paper horse figures as soon as I could handle pencils and scissors. Then crayons and watercolor when I was school-age. Then modeling clay. Not to mention the clay mud in our hometown of Arayat [Pampanga].
What’s your biggest peeve about working in the film industry?
The presence of pseudo-artists (actors, directors, writers, production designers, etc.) who don't belong there—same goes for TV, whose killer working hours have claimed lives prematurely, the latest of whom was the explorer of absurdities, long-reigning MMFF box-office king, Direk Wenn Deramas. "Queen", I imagine him correcting me.
What about your favorite part about working in the film industry?
Exploring (and just plain chatting) with real artists who love their art (and craft) and getting to go to different places and meet all sorts of characters.
Is there something you’d like to do as an actor that you haven’t done yet?
I can't think of one right now. A foreigner, maybe, who understands and speaks only his own language, in a comedy. Perhaps an Italian sewage chief, complete with a prosthetic Italian nose and dyed hair and bushy mustache, looking for a Filipino girlfriend...or boyfriend, maybe. (laughs) I don't know where that came from.
You seem to be unafraid of taking on roles. Is there a role you think you’d never do?
Ano na nga ba? A zombie? Pwede. I can't imagine (yet) myself doing those spastic movements with a matching spaced-out look in my staring eyes.
Between actors, directors, scriptwriters, and producers: who would you say has the toughest job?
Actors. We are the most visible element of a finished film. First to be scrutinized and dissected—our looks, our acting, our mannerisms, etcetera. With side comments about our love-lives, sex orientations... And we use the most vulnerable tools: our emotions, our soul.
As the patriarch of “The Medina Dynasty”, did you ever think you’d have your children following in your footsteps?
(Laughs) "Medina Dynasty." Having my children follow in my footsteps was farthest from my mind when they were growing up. I've always believed in letting kids go for their heart's desire vocation-wise.
People mostly see the glamorous side of being an actor. But what about the struggles?
I don't see them as struggles. When you like (love) what you're doing, every obstacle or setback becomes a challenge, a lesson to learn from. The trick, for me, is not to strive but to do your best and enjoy doing it.
What do you prefer doing more of: indie or mainstream?
You want me to answer this as an artist or a breadwinner? What I want more of is indie na indiegutom. Sa totoong indie, I get meatier roles. Ngayon, kung okay ang pay, the better (Kung hindi, for the soul nalang). Ang problema, may mga indie na ‘indi dapat ginawa dahil magulo ang production, malabo ang script, at mayabang ang director na ang tingin sa sarili ay "messiah" ng film industry. But shit, the word 'indie' is conducive to punning!
What do you think is the worst character trait an actor could have while working in the industry?
Having an inflated ego.
In 10 more years, what do you think the landscape of Philippine film will look like?
If I decide to make my move(s) and not just drift along, we'd see a greener, lusher landscape not only for the film industry but also for the whole Philippines! Hahaha! Watch out for the "messiah"! (Wala lang, 'masaya' lang). Shit, punning again!
If a budding actor came up to you and asked you for acting advice, what would be the first piece of advice you’d give them?
"Love the art in yourself and not yourself in the art," [by] Stanislavski.
If you were to sum up your life in a movie title, what would the title be?
"ANO NA?"
PING.
photo by Edouard Canlas
We’ve read that your start in acting was, at first, reluctant.
I was a shy and quiet 12-year-old when I did my first movie. It was a project that fell on my lap because they needed a young version of my dad. I was so nervous my dad had to bring me to some cliff so I could shout all my nervousness away.
From a firsthand perspective, what it was like to be in such a big production at such a young age?
I was never immersed in my dad's world so I didn't know what a big deal it was working with big names. But I remember Direk Marilou [Diaz-Abaya] very fondly. A kind, enthusiastic soul who was very nice to me. She always had sliced apples.
What was the first cinematic experience that actually inspired you to actively pursue acting as a passion?
I never wanted to be an actor. When I got out of college I was dabbling in many things: painting, drawing, digital photography, writing for magazines. But I was most interested in being a screenwriter. Especially when I saw Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. My mind was blown and I was in [a] state of WTF-ness for a week. Took me a while to absorb the genius of Charlie Kaufman. The whole acting thing started cause of luck—I got a breakout role in [Ang Pagdadalaga ni] Maximo Oliveros.
Out of all the films and TV shows you’ve worked on, which was the most challenging?
Etheria, a spinoff of the highly successful Encantadia. It was my baptism of fire into the showbiz world. My first TV show where a 24-hour taping day was normal. I was culture-shocked and was not adjusted yet to the long hours. Plus I had to follow up on a character made popular by my dad as his young version again. We didn’t get good ratings so we got cut short, thank god. (laughs)
And which was your favorite?
Cannibal In The Jungle. It was my first time working in a foreign production, and our director was an Emmy award winner. I learned a lot from that and I thoroughly enjoyed working in an environment with proper labor laws. Discovery Channel shows in 90 million homes worldwide, we stayed for two weeks in Palawan by the beach, so that’s not half bad, right?
More than an actor, you’re also quite the writer. What does writing allow you that acting does not?
Writing is creating something out of blank space. So it is definitely much harder. It's a very lonely job and requires a lot of time and effort. When I am acting, most days I can do my shit with my eyes closed. But my writing…I’m just starting to rediscover lately, trying to find my voice. I think I’m almost there.
Now that you’ve had experience with both, how would you compare screenwriting to acting?
Screenwriting is harder because I think most writers are underpaid. We don't get enough credit and our ideas are stolen all the time. So you really gotta be smart and careful.
What else do you hope to write?
I am developing a few things right now. CPK is already in the sequence treatment stage. It's about three people—two guys and a girl—who form a group dealing ecstasy. It's sort of a subculture film, as we're going to see how their friendships and bonds form throughout the whole ordeal. There is another one, Alessandra De Rossi approached [me] to write for her. It's about this couple—the girl turns down the guy's marriage proposal so they go home and talk/argue/whatever so we follow them inside their place until the next morning. It's a small film, a talkie. Think somewhere in the mold of Before Sunrise and 500 Days of Summer.
What’s your biggest peeve about working in the film industry?
The insanely long hours. Which leads to inefficiency because of exhaustion and lack of sleep. I really pity the production staff and crew. They are first in, last out on the set. The conditions are terrible. In light of recent high-profile names in the industry dying of cardiac arrest, I think it is time to talk about change.
What about your favorite part about the film industry?
It is so unpredictable. You never know what the project will bring for you. Always something new and exciting.
What would you say is lacking in the film industry now?
We lack workshops, schools, seminars. As professionals, we should always be learning new things from each other. And we need unions. There has to be more discussion.
What do you think is the worst character trait an actor could have while working in the industry?
Believing you own hype to the point that you’re not evolving anymore. To become a better actor, you have to evolve as a person. You need new experiences and exciting people, encounters that will blow your mind wide open. Live your life to the fullest that it translates onscreen.
As your father’s son, what was the most important piece of advice that you learned from him when it came to acting?
Always find the truth. Acting is truth. If it doesn't come from a place of truth, it’s no good. That and he used to always tell me that life is just a playground. Laro-laro lang yan. Don’t take it too seriously.
What about the most important piece of advice that you didn’t learn from him?
Two things: I met this psychic once at a party when I was starting out in the industry. The first thing he told me was that I was a lot like my dad. But I lacked one thing: angas. I was a super shy, super quiet kid who was very unsure and awkward around other people. I grew up a loner. So when he told me that, I knew he read me well cause that was exactly how I felt. So I spent most of my late twenties trying to find that angas in me. I became quite a bit of an asshole when needed. Inner asshole unlocked. Before, you'd be surprised if spoke a word—I was that kind of kid. It was a long road to enlightenment. Until a girl I was dating taught me in 2014 what must be the greatest tool I’ve ever learned: meditation. Meditation opens you up to completely different worlds—things that don’t exist in physical reality, things that science calls 'pseudo' because they can't explain in tangible terms. So yeah, angas and meditation.
ALEX.
photo by Edouard Canlas
When you were younger, what was your impression about acting, film, TV, the works?
When I was growing up I think yung showbiz was an alien thing to me. Hindi ko talaga siya ever nakita as something I would want to do when I grew older. Maybe meron akong kind of inkling that I’ll do it pero not really like solid na solid na alam [kong] gagawin ko siya pag tanda ko. It was just something dad did.
You’re more “the rockstar” particularly because you have a band of your own, but have you ever actually rebelled in your youth?
Siguro, in a way, kasi when I was growing up my dad wanted me to pursue acting, showbiz…pero ako, I was denying it, because sabi ko, “I [want] to be a rockstar, I [want] to play music, I [want] to create music…I wanted to do other things, it wasn’t really my priority to be an actor.
We read that as a child, you first wanted to become a taxi driver. Let’s imagine for a second that you’re currently a taxi driver, who would be the top five people you’d like to drive around with?
Well, siguro si President [Barack] Obama. I’d love to get his insights about the world. He would be awesome to talk to I guess kasi ang dami na niyang pinagdaanan. Jeff Buckley would be one, he’s my idol, [my] musical idol. Robert De Niro, yeah. That’d be cool. Sino pa ba…si Anne Curtis? (laughs) Astig ‘yun. Syempre. (laughs) And…Mahatma Gandhi. Para deep din ako. (laughs) Para malaman ko yung philosophy, mga tungkol sa buhay.
Seeing that you’re also in a band, let’s hypothetically put two art forms together. If you could star in a biopic of any rockstar legend, who would you want to play and why?
Ah! I wanna play Jeff Buckley, syempre, kasi idol ko siya. I mean sa voice, sa playing, sa philosophy, sa ugali. And Rodel Naval. I think he had a very interesting life because he moved [to the States] sa latter part ng career niya and he eventually died. Pero ako, sobrang intrigued ako sa kanya eh and I love his voice, yung voice talaga.
Let’s take a peek at your music. What are you listening to right now?
Right now, siguro Issues. Any Issues song siguro, Mad At Myself. And then you’ve got Catch A Fire [album by Bob Marley]. I don’t have songs, more of kasi pag Spotify, per album eh. Wala yun lang pinapakinggan ko eh. But you know I have yung naka back-up naman syempre Deftones, you have your Incubus, syempre Jeff Buckley. I like Candiria, been listening to [them] recently. You’ve got your Franco, syempre. Queso. Third Eye Blind, yung album nilang pula yung cover. (laughs)
Despite your reluctant start in acting, you’ve clearly surpassed expectations.
Oh, did I? No, not yet.
So you still have moments of self-doubt?
Yeah, of course. You learn. There’s an uneasiness sa sarili mo, ang gagawin mo lang talaga when it comes to acting is to [not] leave any stones unturned. That’s the most uncomfortable feeling, yung nasa harapan ka ng camera and then you feel like you’re doing something wrong, it’s just because you didn’t do your research or you didn’t do your preparation properly. So that’s why you need to prepare properly.
Creatively, who influences you the most?
It’s my dad. He does influence me in so many ways; philosophy, acting—I’m not trying to emulate [him], but you know, it can’t be helped. (laughs) Anak ka ng artista so it really happens na ganun yung mangyayari. Makokopya at makokopya mo siya. Pero you know, you still upgrade on it or add additional whatever, but, as is, yung teachings ng dad ko is fine. It’ll last forever. Kung baga sakin nalang, as a creative person, may leeway ako to add something na my own signature, kung baga.
Out of all the films and TV shows you’ve worked on, which was the most challenging?
I think everything [was] a challenge most especially pag sa simula. But you know, once you get into it, okay na eh. Siguro yung Echorsis (2016) was really challenging because playing gay dun is physically exhausting—siguro ‘yun narin, pag mag se-segue ka kasi [while] I was doing Echorsis, I was doing Pangako [Sa ‘Yo].
What about your favorite?
My favorite siguro was Two Wives kasi I really had fun doing that teleserye kasi we grew as a family, until now we still talk. It’s not a perfect family you know, but it’s a really fun family. We love each other so much.
What’s one role you think you’d never do?
Conyo mayaman? (laughs) Kasi…ang hirap eh. (laughs) Pero I’d love to do that some time in the future. I mean, I’d have to practice on my English you know, like I need to get [an] accent.
You’re quite the comedian. How would you describe your humor?
It’s the Mendiola-cubicle humor. Those were my friends nung high school, barkada ko sila until now naman. It’s where I get most of my humor, I guess kung [humorous] man ako, I think important din talaga yung nature ng kinalakihan mo. And sa people narin na nakakasalamuha ko, I get attracted to funny people, I like being around them.
Do you have any peeves about working in the industry?
It’s the hours talaga. Ako, okay lang naman. But for me, pet peeve ko is, kunyare, some of the crew and staff are not treated properly kasi puyat sila. Like, first in, last out sila sa set and on top of that you still need to do pre-production so I hope they get a proper raise. Especially the veteran actors who are scared to give out cut-offs sa call time nila kasi syempre, ang hirap nun eh. No one would get them if they had strict cut-offs.
What about your favorite part?
Let’s not be hypocrites. Part of it’s ang sarap ng feeling na people get to recognize [you], pero on top of that syempre pinaka main mo talaga is when you do a scene properly, when you do every scene right. That’s the best feeling when you do it, parang, “I know I did something right”, pero hindi mo i-a-address yun pero you know [in] yourself na, “Hey, I actually did something right.” And the people—you meet people, family.
What was the most important piece of advice that you learned from your father?
Just be truthful sa acting. I think that’s the most important. There are no shortcuts, you just have to put the work into it. It’s acting, reacting—talk to the person. That’s the lifeline of movies, people talking. You have a movie na nag-uusap lang sila, nakakaaliw.
What about the most important piece of advice that you didn’t learn from him?
From myself, experience talaga is the best teacher. It’s the best talaga, walang makakatalo diyan. You’ll have to go through all of that muck and shit to get to wherever you’re supposed to be going. Suck it [up]. You’re not going to die from it, go.
THIS STORY WAS ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED IN CLAVEL MAGAZINE “THE FILM ISSUE” (2016) AND EDITED FOR BREVITY AND CLARITY.
